For some time now, I’ve felt like posting some kind of appology on here.
“Sorry for not posting in a while but…”
But fuck it, who am I appologising to? Myself? I do enough of that everytime I char my lungs with yet another cigarrette or expand my already large gut with just one more bar of chocolate.
Truth is, I genuinly haven’t had anything to say, and if you don’t have anything to say, what’s the point in saying anything, right?
Yet having said all this, I really feel the need to write, just open up a blank page and let rip with a speil of bollocks if for no other reason than to remind myself that I still can.
It’s been a busy few weeks, we’re due to have the next edish’ of the magazine to the printers on Friday, which means another bout of full on stress which inevitably occurs everytime we hit what I call ‘deadline week’ will no doubt land on top of me in the coming days.
But we’ve done well this time, and most things are good to go.
Then there’s the band. I had my doubts as to whether I still wanted to manage them after a few things went a bit tits-up, but we sat down and had a good chat and I honestly believe that everyone’s on the page, so I’ve got to pick up the slack like a motherfucker and get everything rolling again.
Then you add in the wedding plans, the novel, and one bitch of a toothache, and I’ve been far too busy trying to keep up with my own life to find the time to write about it.
But alas, as I say, I need to write. Even if it’s only waffling on in here for ten minutes, it keeps the juices flowing, and since I’ve got a feature to write tomorrow and no idea where I’m going to star with it, making sure I ward off any signs of the dreaded, some would say mythological, writer’s block is a necessity.
I probably will start writing in here more often soon. Just as soon as things return to normal, which I’m hoping they will by this time next week.
Til then folks,
Toodle-loo!